Tsunami in my life
Everything is moving in life, everyone is moving along, I am taking steps, sometimes all myself, sometimes someone who cares just pushes me forward, I can hear the voice,” just move on” yes I am.
”ye bathade mujhe zindagi,pyar ki raah ke humsafar,
kistharah bangaye ajnabi,bewafa thum nahi,
bewafa humnahi,phir who jazbaath kyon sogaye,”
Another night to go on without sleep, another day to look forward, another challenge to take upon, and I am ready again, for next two months I am again dead busy with all the activities around me, all social work and some professional work to pay my bills
No time for love (you may call Lucky)!!, and so many people asked me the same question ” why do u work so much” why, I need to, I need to run away from that incomplete feeling, the feeling of loosing someone, I did no mistake, I wont sit and cry, but still a part of me is always crying for u, a part of me is always in pain, and here I am, walking forward with the pain, I may not forget it, but there is so much to do, so many smiles to count upon that I can just push the pain deep inside,
”koi ye kaise baathaye ki woh thanha kyon hai,
wo jo apna hai woh hi kisi aur ka kyon hain”
Friends and folks, plzzz don’t come to a conclusion that I am feeling low, its just another day (yes its almost 1 year…i saw someone walking away) and all these beautiful nights with cold breeze brings me close to my intense feelings, so here I am, talking to myself, and a friend sent a few lines from a old but beautiful song, and my favorites, and I want to and I do believe in these words
”Taarruf rog ho jaaye to usko bhoolnaa behtar
Taalluk bojh ban jaaye to usko todnaa achchha
Voh afsaana jise anjaam tak laana na ho mumkin
Use ek khoobsoorat mod dekar chhodna achchha”
And exactly what one must feel, I heard someone saying, all relations end at a bad note, or else they don’t end at all, but no, I don’t agree to that, not needed to hate someone every time, relations need not always give you what you want, but they can be mould into the way u can, but what u need is a bit care and patience.
I don’t hate you, don’t want to …
“naam gumjayega,chehra ye badaljayega,
meri awaz hi pehchaan hai”
Gulzar says “dil mein aise sambhaal thein hain gum jaise zevar sambhal thein hain koi”
hmm, true, pain is everywhere, how good are you in pushing it back and walking away from it, I’m walking again…
