Time is moving so fast …
I guess everyone here and around me know that I’m putting up alone in this city and before someone ask me again how I’m able to survive through my loneliness I better make it clear that I enjoy my (A)Loneness . [Read this]
I start my day around 8: 30 AM with newspaper and few phone call. Generally I don’t plan up my day in advance but If there is some important meeting or work then I do plan my day .I don’t move out of my workplace much but if I’m out then I have no idea by what time I’ll enter my house again and then sometime I don’t step out for many days. I remember last time I didn’t moved out of my house for almost 10 days… sounds weird but I’m ok with it.
I take lot many calls in a day and do call so many people for work and just to kill the cat of my curiosity of how do I get such huge amount of bills one day I calculated my inbound and outbound calls. I took 35 calls and made some 25 calls so on average (5 min/call) 4-5 hours of talking on phone.
I don’t have many friends in town so most of the movie I watch in my TV room… that too in part, now I hardly go to pubs or any eating joint. All I do is work and I’m happy that I’m going back to my days when I was kind of workaholic.
Time is moving so fast, or is it that I am getting to busy that I don’t even remember the date these days. Yesterday another good friend of mine messaged me that I should wish her as it’s her birthday …oh that was embarrassing for me but then most of people know it that I’m bad in remembering dates and events so they themselves update me. If you are one of those people who get annoyed about this weird habit of mine then all I can do is apologize and can ask you to remind me your birthday or any other event at least 12 hr in advance or may be same day.
Everyone who got to read my last 3 post and reading this post let me assure you all that I am not in a sad mood , I am happy and busy doing everything to live again the way I wanted, with or without anyone… we need to move on.
I’m not satisfied with all the work I’ve done in past and my thrust for more challenge and creative job is not going to end anywhere but still, there is so much to do, so many people to reach out for. Sometime I work for my creative satisfaction overlooking how much I have been paid for that work. It fell so good when people tell you that they loved the particular work of mine and they talk about it or when I just walk down in some shopping mall or restaurant or look at any magazine or newspaper and I can see my work ‘hang in’ there. Feel good but not satisfied as best is yet to come.
Life is beautiful with all its simplicity but I think I made a few complications but then I will or I did learn from my mistakes. I am no god. Simple and love to smile, have loads of fun, make someone smile, never hurt others, live in peace…that’s what I want to be.
Peace for all!!
Amen !!
In my thoughts:
“kisii ke vaasate raahein kahaan badalatii hain,tum apane aap ko Khud hii badal sako to chalo, safar mein dhuup to hogii jo chal sako to chalo,sabhii hain bhiid mein tum bhii nikal sako to chalo”
I’m listening:
“ek zaraa haath badhaa, de to pakadale daaman ,
usake siine mein samaa jaaye hamaarii dhaDakan ,
itanii qurbat hain to phir faasalaa itanaa kyon hain,
koee ye kaise bataaye ke wo tanahaa kyon hai,
wo jo apanaa thaa, wahee aaur kisee kaa kyon hai”–KaifiAzmi
The picture above is of my work place taken from my TV room (also my bedroom) from where I start my day and yes!! sometime I just move between these 2 places…that is it.
