New Year for me

I came back from a long tiring drive and meeting with business colleague and then bro called up for evening show of ‘Rang De Basanti’ indeed must watch movie. I dropped bro at home and went for long drive ….with Kishore songs
Chalte Chale Lehron Ke Saath
Yaad Nahin Din Hai Ki Raat
Chalte Chale Lehron Ke Saath
Yaad Nahin Din Hai Ki Raat
Jaana Humko Jaana Hai Wahan
Apne Dil Ki Manzil Hai Jahan
Chalte Chale Lehron Ke Saath
Yaad Nahin Din Hai Ki Raat
Gaadi Chhooti Pehla Safar Hai Shuru
Poori Hogi Dil Mein Hai Jo Arzoo
Gaadi Chhooti Pehla Safar Hai Shuru
Poori Hogi Dil Mein Hai Jo Arzoo
Yeh Safar Hai Naya Hain Naye Raaste
Chalte Chale Lehron Ke Saath
Yaad Nahin Din Hai Ki Raat
Film: Saaheb / Singer: Kishore Kumar /Lyrics: Anjaan
I started getting calls one after one nonstop .Ok its 12 midnight and it’s my birthday I thought I can never burst out laughing and getting crazy about my birthday like a 5yr old kid, think of the wishes, the phone calls from the other side of the world…many calls, mails and sms I wasn’t expecting.
I came back around 1:30 in night and then into bed with some more phone calls. Morning was bit early for me as my laundry and my workplace cleaning was schedule. In between I cleaned up my kitchen also with the help of my maid.
I am scared if I can handle it this year with the same enthusiasm and excitement, with the same child like innocence and joy, so much changed in this one year, so much happened in this ONE YEAR, and exactly one year of everything, every change and every tear followed and the pain which took away all the joy,
And I want to be the same like before…
I keep falling, I keep failing with people, with relations, with friends, with love and with family, but I DONT FAIL WITH MYSELF,i know how to walk away for something new.
New year for me…
I’m leaving for long drive with some more music …life is like that for me …