Amit Verma

I think that there are times where emotions should not be held in, for until it is expressed… we sometimes are unsure what the cause really is!!

It reminds me of a lady who came into my life one fall. She brought with her a most beautiful gift, that of the wonder that is life. Yet, in my misguided attempt to be a good provider, I let her slip away. She did not want to be taken care of, just because I wasn’t practical with my life and was too emotional that time. Then one day, she was gone…

I did change with time, zest for survival forced me to do so. Now I spent more and more time creating a business.

Today sitting next to window, looking outside, I see people walking on street, laughing, gossiping. I’m looking to moon; this full moon will shrink tomorrow!! Now they say I’m practical …I’m emotionless!! Do I need to change again …but I don’t believe in going back.

In my heart the pieces rained, but I could not take the time to settle some issue. I’m a responsible person now… all grown-up and on my own. I kept telling my self, “you can’t let such a little thing cloud your life.” Am I burring her light into a place where I could easily avoid within my self !!”

I guess its time to choose my path before this full moon sink with me.

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