Me & Myself
Silence broke down by beep of ‘message received’. I was surprised to see the sender’s name and astounded to see one line “what?” . A single word message after months (read it ages…), I wanted to reply and ask something but something inside clogged me.
One part of me wants to reply and talk , and the other doesn’t. I know for a fact since we broke up she hasn’t given me any of the good times a second thought. Why does love have to hurt like this?
A lot of people say it makes you stronger, but I’m not so sure. You never forget someone and it can only start to make you too nervous for future encounters.
It’s amazing what you would do to touch and hold them once more isn’t it?
It does not make you stronger, it grants you a knowledge that you can only achieve through life experience. How you handle this loss will determine how much stronger you are for the future…
Whether or not you can put this down beside you and come to peace with it. When you do you will see how much stronger you really are, the faster you can do this the better. But there is also a phase of adaptation that you have to go through, this is a change in your life and it will take time to adjust to it no matter how much experience you have in these things.
This is the part that time heals. The other part you will have to heal for yourself. I think in the end you will find that you will never stop loving that person, but that hurt and regret transforms into strength and happiness…
After my last relationship ended I felt the same way, but I dealt with it, I lived through it and learned from it and when I finally lay it to rest I found out I still loved my ex but it didn’t hurt…actually it felt good.
Happiness is not about how many people love you and how much they love you, but about how much and how many people you love, how much you love yourself, your life and everything around you.
Still “Love is Myth… ” ..forever ‘it will be..’ .
