In my thoughts
It always amazes me, every time I win it poses another challenge, every time I try to have a fight with it, I try to argue crib saying it is unfair to do that to me, I go low, I give up, I wail but in vain, ultimately I just accept the fact and fight back my way to survival, It sure has a last laugh always, it knows how to make us move on, amazing grit and determination, it just doesn’t give up for anything. Yes, I am talking about LIFE, it amazes me with its rare but sure quality of not given up, throwing us into endless emotions, churning up so many feelings. It knows how to take a human life on a roller coaster ride. It sure knows how to turnaround everything and surprise us all.
I just silently ask myself, it is true that I understand people, and not by the words they speak but something else, I don’t know what, but I sure can make out if they are for real saying what they mean. And for sure the way people speak, move, and above all the way they handle others speaks volumes about themselves. But every time I think I DO, they come up with something, which is beyond my understanding.
Well, I guess after being with someone for years together you will be for sure unknown and a mute spectator for a new trait, which you dint, see or feel before. They say human emotions are still the most fascinating aspect of any research, well, I guess so, because end of it there wouldn’t be any full stop to the research, it will be only a pause…
Someone asked if I am the same person in real life as I am in the blogworld, or what I portray in my blog. Well now the question is what do I portray?? I will leave it to the readers, all I know is I might sound as a sensitive or stupid sentimental guy who is stuck-up in emotions, well, I don’t mind that, only to say that what u see here is only 10% of my real life, the rest might be which I can show to the world, which makes me ruthless and sometimes heartless. Which is needed for survival for me, for sure I too have a sensitive and simple love craving heart, which I portray here, which I don’t reveal to the world.
I don’t like to be mocked by the world for being sensitive, I prefer being sensible. Many call me call me Stone or rock, well, they sure don’t read what I put in here, but just the fact that what I write is not any fiction, It is that secret shade of my life which is pure as white but only for me, which is like a rainbow with multiple layers of emotions and feelings, but which cannot be revealed anywhere else. And when I look back after years through these chapters of my life how would I react? How would take it all, well, I will leave it to the future to decide, Who am I to predict about human nature, all I know is it is endless journey in the lanes of life, keep going till the ultimate conqueror strikes his magic at you, You know whom, DEATH, The reality of LIFE.
It started it with LIFE and It end with DEATH. Well is it not the same in the world too?? i am no different. I go on….
