I want to be alone

Do i want to be alone?
NO, i do not.
I want someone.
Someone whose body attracts me,
The soul inspires me,
Brain complements my intelligence,
Skills mesmerize me.
Someone who makes me learn
and respect and Love,
Someone who makes me feel like a man.
I want someone to hold my hand,
Not trying to take me anywhere,
Not with any purpose.
I want her just to be around,
For now and Forever.
I want someone to look into my eyes,
To caress me, embrace me and hug me.
But without any purpose.
Only to be with me and share some calm.
Sharing my silence,
And Darkness.
For darkness is not always so dark.
The glitter of eyes, the assurance of held hands,
And the touch of the fingers.
They brighten up everything.
I dont want any words.
I dont need any words.
And I want her not to need words too.
I want us to say everything without saying anything.
For words always fall short.
They never amount to what they are meant to convey.
They just spoil it all.
Let the heat of the darkness melt me into it.
But let me flow in every corner of the darkness.
But let her also melt into me,
And into the darkness.
We want no recognition,
We want no false celebrations.
We want Calm
And Silence spread over it.
Enveloping it.