Amit Verma

This place experienced silence again ,Or shall i say as usual ‘Silence’. This passing year has been total life shift for me. I gained some and lost much .Today everything look so perfect but still something is not right,there are people around but I feel so alone and lost.

My life took full circle again this year , from coffee shop table to family dinner table , it moved so fast that I felt lost of senses at one point. Today when I look back I realize what all I really missed with passing days and now today I miss weaved dream that evaporated with passing summer season.

I remember all those days when I just sat there with you and spoke to you at length, shared my thoughts,my ideas and my silence with you,I remember how you rushed to me from the corner of the room, hiding your tears, and while you did you were my companion. Huh…you always failed to hide from me.

I had a strong feeling that I always knew you but then somehow I was wrong or may be circumstance made it washed away with the season of rain.

With passing days I remember how I slept off on the terrace in the summer nights counting the stars,how the sunrays woke me up to face the mysteries of the day.You have been a part of my life,and you will be forever in my thoughts.

When we met last both of us knew in our hearts that somewhere we are hiding tears, knowing that we are going far from each other. I still keep weaving the clouds of dreams, What to do, what went wrong, I have thousand words for you, just like the stars in the sky, each bright in its own, shining and twinkling, “Dream on” whispers someone and as I turn around to find …none. But then where is the breeze coming from? touching me from all sides, making be believe that you are around somewhere, I closed the way to my heart, but how did you come in then?

Its always a play of so many emotions,its always a play of smiles and tears,its always a play of joy and pain.I keep wondering at the pace of these emotions,i keep wondering the way the expressions change, of words, emotions and at times of Silence, Life…you amaze me always.

My clock ticking away…….’Beeti na bitaaye raina,birhaa ki ye rainaa,Bheegi hue akhiyon ne…’

Thanx Ayeesha for encouraging me to write again here and big hug to all my friends, readers, visitor and passerby.

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