Dreams never die
11.49 PM, must be the time, I looked out of the open windows, darkness outside, silence and stillness in the air, Was it outside or with in me? Don’t know why but nights always have a beauty in their own way, with all the silence and darkness it has its own light around, maybe depends on how you look at it. Just like life, how you understand it …I picked up the phone and called, can’t wait the watch to show me its 12 .. a new day .
Next Day
Not a good start at all. I woke up at 9 because we were supposed to reach stadium by 10. It started raining and I think there will be no match today. Oh ! First it was Mumbai , then Hyderabad then Gujrat now its seems Delhi is going to get .
checked my mail at 11 and oh! I missed Dr. Vikram’s mail asking me to call him at 8:30.Oh ! jesus. ..I missed that mail too.I’m just worried about Divya’s health again … not keeping well at all.
t’s my best pal b’day and we had fight.Blame all on me please!! . Oh we had fight… I wish I never remembered birth dates ( its far better than fighting ). Relations are not for me .. I just don’t know how to handle them. Yeah I know its serious attitude problem with me but I’m what I’m. Now i’m going to give a break to me and leaving WILL BE BACK SOON ..all alone with me only…
History repeats itself. One ‘phone call’ changed my life and this year ..again.. one ‘phone call’ and I lost much…. almost lost.
his blog is loosing its identity (as I’m loosing mine) slowly, or maybe I am loosing the interest to write here, to talk here, I am tired of words in the name of criticizm, and as they say, everything has to come to an end one day, Have been thinking about this relation .. is that going for an end too. Am I loosing something which is a part of my day.. part of me.
Sorry dear.
A FEW LINES WHICH I READ AND FEEL IN THIS RAIN
Khvaab marate nahin
Khvaab dil hai.n na aa.Nkhe.n na saansen ke jo
rezaa-rezaa hue to bikhar jaaye.nge
jism kii maut se ye bhii mar jaayenge
Khvaab marate nahii.n
Khvaab to raushanii hain, navaa hain, havaa hain
jo kaale pahaa.Do.n se rukate nahii.n
zulm ke dozaKho.n se bhii phukate nahii.n
raushanii aur navaa aur havaa ke aalam
maqtalo.n me.n pahu.Nch kar bhii jhukate nahii.n
Khvaab to harf hain
Khvaab to nuur hain
Khvaab to suqraat hain
Khvaab mansuur hain
