Cloud.Rain.Me
“tum masarrat kaa kaho yaa ise Gam kaa rishtaa ,
kahate hain pyaar kaa rishtaa hain janam kaa rishtaa ,
hain janam kaa jo ye rishtaa to badalataa kyon hain “
It’s drizzling, 4 in the evening it is dark the entire place. Rushed to the terrace to get the clothes put there for drying. While there, could feel wind touching me from all the sides, sometimes trying to push me away from my place, and how desperate I got to stand still, to fight the wind, Don’t give up, why should I? All I need is my place, to stand there for a while but it wont let me do that.
There is lot of silence here today, now it is getting more heavier, looked out side while closing the windows, surrounded by greenery from all the sides. All I could see is water flowing down the stems and bright colors of nature all around. yellow, pink and white roses and those hibiscus in red and orange, and the jasmine creeper bent to one side of the wall and the night queen is moving its stems in approval of the drops falling on it. The smell of the wet earth which got heated up due to the summer sun, well, it must be a welcome change
I’m working since last 36 hrs with little break and small nab in between. After designing new website for my client I decided for long drive again. And playing all the romantic music. Now its like routine for me …most of the days I go out for long drive with good d music and then sitting at open terrace of coffee café day…
“Phir Shaam-E-Tanhaai Jaagi,Phir Yaad Tum Aa Rahe Ho,
Phir Jaan Nikalne Lagi Hai,Phir Mujhko Tadpaa Rahe Ho,
Is Dil Mein Yaadon Ke Mele Hain,Tum Bin Bahut Hum Akele Hain”
Sat in the chair in the terrace, and the rain is getting fierce with time and I just got lost in the thoughts, looking around, and as the wind was changing its directions occasionally the rain touches my face or my feet. Its getting dark, but which is scaring me? The darkness outside or inside me??? the past is again taking over my peace, my silence and thought,
It would be wonderful to be lost in past if only it brings a smile to your face and lit up u r thoughts to the brighter angel.
But not mine, not today, and I am not ready to give up my peace, I am not ready to wander into those dark lanes and before I get lost I just came back from my drive and started writing these lines…… occasionally being disturbed by a lightening thunderstorm or the gush of water falling down on the stones in the backyard from the terrace,The clouds might clear in a while,or they might take a day or longer, all i know is they wont be here forever, the clouds have to make way for the light. Well,is it not the same with life too??
Just hoping that the wait is not for long I sign off and get back to my work
“koi rishta nahin raha phir bhi ek tasvir lajmi si hai,
shaam se aankh mein nammi si hai,aaj phir aap ki kammi si hai”
